On the Bright Side of Quarantine

There are two realities I am certain of.  One: This year isn't going to be fun.  Two: There is nothing I can do to change the situation, and it is only for a short period of my life.  I cannot allow this circumstance to ruin my life.  

Looking toward the bright side of the pandemic is an oxymoron.  Ironic.  Sad.  There aren't tons of positives in the world at the moment, and so I am taking it upon myself to find happiness at home.  So even though my asthma ridden soul hasn't left the house in nearly a week and a half, save for one trip to wish a happy Easter from afar, I have decided to keep my chin up and look ahead.  Here is, in the style of John Krasinski, some good news.  I am really proud of myself and think it is okay to humbly share my happiness. 

1. School is tough, but my professors are not

My professors know that stress is not something we need more of right now.  Most of Pitt's student body had less than a week to return to campus, pack everything, and go home.  I am fortunate that my professors recognized this and lightened the workload.  They got rid of unnecessary work, made attendance optional, and kept expectations realistic.  I am more grateful for this than they will ever know. 

2. Academics are going so well right now

I had really really bad anxiety the first few weeks of quarantine.  I didn't feel like doing anything, and had an intense headache almost every day.  Reality hit though, and as I realized this was the new normal for the time being, I hiked up my boot straps and set to work.  I am really proud of myself for applying for, and receiving a scholarship from my department!  I am finally starting to see some hard work pay off and I feel amazing.  

3. I have been putting myself out there more

When I saw that applications for Pitt Musical Theater Club were open, I thought "Oh nice, but I don't think I'll get it so why try?" Then, I thought just how useless that mindset is, so I changed into my best 10 Elle Woods costumes, made a video, and sent it in for a position I really wanted.  I knew I had the potential, and would be great for the position, and I got it!  Well, I tied, but they added a section to their constitution allowing for two business managers, and honestly I am so grateful to have a pal to work alongside now, alongside a wonderful exec board. 

4.  I haven't cried in nearly two weeks

Self-explanatory amiright?

5. Selfies can be really fun

I know it sounds kind of vain, but I have found great fun in taking selfies lately.  I put on some makeup, do my hair, and wear my finest quarantine outfit.  I don't love taking pictures, but doing these little photo shoots has definitely helped my confidence in a time where it is easy to feel "meh". 

6.  I get to sing really loud again

It is kind of hard to politely belt out your favorite show tunes in your apartment you share with 3 other girls, and neighbors next door.  At school, I was lucky if I got one shower belting session per week.  At home, I am encouraged to sing, even if it is kind of bad.  As a result, I have my favorite stress-reliever and getaway back in my arsenal.  

7. My pets 

They are very cute and good for cuddles and know the struggle of being inside for extended periods of time. 

8. New Girl

Who woulda thought?  I mean. . . a lot of people since it is a very popular show.  It has very quickly become one of my top 5 favorite shows.  Although Parks and Rec will forever have my heart, New Girl is quietly knocking on the door.  

9. Home videos

Kate found an entire box of old family videos and we spent two full nights watching hours of footage.  The nostalgia hit me like a train, and I wasn't ready for it.  I found myself aching to remember days long before my capacity to retain memories.  Being able to experience them on screen was a great feeling. 

I am sure I have more good news.  I know I do, but I'll leave it at an odd nine.  This is a short list capturing the most recent and my favorite good news.  I have lots to look forward to when I wake up, it is just up to me to find and recognize that.  

Lots of love, please stay safe, and remain at home unless necessary, 

Sam